Two missed daily entries in the month of September! It’s only the first week, too. Hee. Maybe the Boss is planning to get slack with me (kidding).
Since i was allowed to go to bed last night (okay – who am i kidding. i was passed out, drooling, on the couch by 9:30 PM) without a [...]
Posts Tagged ‘slave training’
The Power of Focused Intent (or what i learned at the MAsT meeting)
Posted in bdsm, tagged bdsm, brainwashing, extemporaneous, MAsT, slave journal, slave training on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal, slave training on September 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Hooookay. What’s on my mind tonight? Hmmmm.
You are such a sadist. i wish i could take a night off for braindeadedness now and again.
i guess i’ll start with my day. The baby is such a pill lately. Now that he’s found the stairs, there is NO stopping him. i think we may just have to [...]
The Next Step
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, extemporaneous, slave journal, slave training on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i want to explain how i feel, but i can’t find the words.
i’m weepy. i want to blame hormones. i want to blame stress. i want to blame feeling sickly.
i think the reason is much more perverse than that.
You know me. You know how much i crave the next step. i’m not talking [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, parenting, Required, slave journal, slave training on August 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The government should use PMSing women, all closed up in a house together, as a form of torture. We’d confess to anything.
i think the lack of sleep is jacking me up more than my hormones at this point, but the fact that i’m an emotional barometer (like the 2yo) is almost as painful. The 17yo [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal, slave training on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m feeling less like taking out a village with an automatic rifle.
i hate PMS so bad. i can’t wait to get back on the pill. Thank you so much for contacting the doc and having him call in the prescription. You rock.
i hope, hope, hope the baby sleeps. Last night was so rough. [...]
Slave Training the Maslow Way
Posted in bdsm, tagged bdsm, internal enslavement, brainwashing, slave training on August 7, 2008 | 1 Comment »
This is a partial repost from an essay i wrote several months ago (in my previous journal, under a previous online name).
i think Maslow’s theory on the hierarchy of needs can be tweaked and used as an effective tool toward Internal Enslavement.
Slave training is not a purely linear process. Like mastering the need levels [...]
