1. Something i wish i could have shared with you today: i wish you’d been here to help get the 19yo moved back in. The chick who was with my ex (and wants to be WITH my ex) kept making jokes about you being younger than me. i finally said something along the lines of [...]
Posts Tagged ‘angst’
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, angst, bdsm, tagged angst, bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required on August 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, angst, bdsm, tagged angst, bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required, training on August 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
1. Something that i was glad to have shared with you today: i love, love, love that the boys both went to bed early for a change tonight and we spent some time talking, and taking those photos for my fetlife avatar (and yours!). It was fun and something we don’t usually do.
2. The most [...]
Sucking it up
Posted in angst, bdsm, tagged angst, bdsm, extemporaneous, punishment on July 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i think one of the hardest things about starting this new regime is the roller coaster i’m on while it sorts itself out. i know some folks love roller coasters, but i have always hated them. i dislike feeling on top of the world at one moment and then lower than dog feces the next.
There [...]
Daily Post
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged angst, bdsm, brain dump, daily entry on July 29, 2008 | 1 Comment »
1. Something i wish i could have shared with you today: Today was a heavy load and i wish i could have shared some of the burden with you today. It’s very hard to be a single parent to two toddlers, while also taking care of my dad and C, when you are out of [...]
Resistance is Futile
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged angst, bdsm, extemporaneous, internal enslavement on July 19, 2008 | 1 Comment »
There’s a term used within the lexicon of Internal Enslavement that describes the balking a submissive does as she finds herself losing more and more control. Resistance. It’s not intentional. Experiencing it is often a sign that internal enslavement is actually happening.
It’s what has me crying at the drop of the hat. The idea that [...]
Lie to me; i promise i’ll believe
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged angst, bdsm, extemporaneous on July 17, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Trust has been an issue between us. Not the kind of trust where i think he’s sneaking around, seeing someone else, living a second life – nothing like that. It’s the kind of trust where you can feel that things are being handled, where you believe he’ll follow through with what he’s told you, and [...]
