i know i haven’t blogged in a while. The Boss hasn’t required it of me, and when we’re communicating really well, it doesn’t seem all that necessary anyway. Ya know?
Anyway. i have some stuff on my mind from reading forums on FetLife, and there are some things i just don’t ‘get’ that seem really common.
How [...]
Archive for the ‘Ramble’ Category
Just Venting
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged bdsm, extemporaneous, vent on September 24, 2008 | 1 Comment »
The Next Step
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, extemporaneous, slave journal, slave training on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i want to explain how i feel, but i can’t find the words.
i’m weepy. i want to blame hormones. i want to blame stress. i want to blame feeling sickly.
i think the reason is much more perverse than that.
You know me. You know how much i crave the next step. i’m not talking [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, Ramble, Required, slave journal on August 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m so glad you’re home.
i can’t believe the car. i keep hearing the “piece of shit” car song in my head. At least it broke down a lot closer to home this week.
It was an odd day.
i wish the 19yo wouldn’t pick her pms week to have heart to heart discussions with me, [...]
Venting
Posted in Ramble, tagged extemporaneous, rant, vent on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Okay. So PMS makes me cranky. i’m so annoyed.
This isn’t directed at you, Sir. This just is…
Rant Number 1: My dad annoys the hell out of me. He opened your Penthouse subscription, brought it to me, and asked me to “have them folks stop this before they charge me for it” blah blah. He… what? [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Humiliation, parenting, Required, slave journal on August 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i feel like all i do lately is complain about being tired. i even slept really great last night! The baby slept all night long, and i didn’t have to get up at 5:30 to get the 17yo off to school. It’s just been a ball-buster of a day, and i could sleep for a [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, focus, Ramble, Required, slave journal, slavery on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My day started at 4:00 this morning. i’m so tired. It feels good to have the house quiet and the boys asleep. It feels too good to go to sleep, and since you haven’t given me a bedtime for tonight…
i really got a lot of chores done this morning. Tomorrow will be a fairly light [...]
What kind of person agrees to be a slave, anyway?
Posted in Ramble, bdsm, tagged bdsm, extemporaneous, Ramble, random, slavery on August 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m a slave.
i define this for anyone (not saying my definition is ‘right’, but it’s the one i use) by saying ‘if there is another person to whom you have given the final say over your actions and choices (always; you make no exceptions) – then you’re a slave.’ i have given that power [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required on August 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
1. Something i was glad to have shared with you today: The time we were able to spend this evening talking about my task lists, ownership, M/s, and just day-to-day stuff. i’d almost forgotten what it’s like when both of the boys go to bed at a decent hour. It’s wonderful.
2. The most important (defining) [...]
Training
Posted in Ramble, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brainwashing, Ramble, training on July 29, 2008 | 2 Comments »
It occurred to me today, while i was putting the 1YO down for his nap, that Sir is brainwashing me.
i like it.
Maybe brainwashing is too strong a term with too negative connotations, but regardless, that is what it is. He’s controlling my actions and in doing so, he’s garnering a desired result in [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required on July 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
1. Something that happened to me today that i wish i could have shared with you: i woke up in such a good mood this morning. i wish you’d been able to sleep in with me and enjoy the rare peace this morning.
2. The most important (defining) thing that happened to me today: i had [...]
