i know i haven’t blogged in a while. The Boss hasn’t required it of me, and when we’re communicating really well, it doesn’t seem all that necessary anyway. Ya know?
Anyway. i have some stuff on my mind from reading forums on FetLife, and there are some things i just don’t ‘get’ that seem really common.
How [...]
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Just Venting
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged bdsm, extemporaneous, vent on September 24, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, daily entry, parenting, Required, slave journal on September 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So i’ve become a slacker, but i’m a Master approved slacker. Thank you, Sir, for letting me have the last couple of nights off blogging while we get reacquainted with GS IV. i’m having a blast playing with you. Its been a long time since i played Gemstone, and even longer since you and i [...]
The Power of Focused Intent (or what i learned at the MAsT meeting)
Posted in bdsm, tagged bdsm, brainwashing, extemporaneous, MAsT, slave journal, slave training on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Two missed daily entries in the month of September! It’s only the first week, too. Hee. Maybe the Boss is planning to get slack with me (kidding).
Since i was allowed to go to bed last night (okay – who am i kidding. i was passed out, drooling, on the couch by 9:30 PM) without a [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, brain dump, Required, slave journal on September 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sadistic is you eating pepperoni while i am hungry and dieting. That’s just mean.
The diet thing is tougher sometimes than others. Today was a difficult day in general. We were thrown curve ball after curve ball, and my stress level was pretty high all day long. That is a recipe for a hungry me. Not [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, Required, slave journal on September 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, since you’re home and laying right beside me (and there are things i’d MUCH rather be doing right now) i’ll try and hit all the points you want me to as quickly as possible.
It was a good day. The baby is teething. He’s using his words to tell me, which is so sweet, but [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal, slave training on September 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Hooookay. What’s on my mind tonight? Hmmmm.
You are such a sadist. i wish i could take a night off for braindeadedness now and again.
i guess i’ll start with my day. The baby is such a pill lately. Now that he’s found the stairs, there is NO stopping him. i think we may just have to [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, punishment, Required, slave journal on September 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been interesting anyway.
Thank you for giving me a pass last night on the entry. i was so exhausted that i really couldn’t keep my eyes open.
Sunday night was bad. It was the worst for me. You were so, so, so angry (over something that you normally would never have been)… and just totally over-reacted. [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal on August 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Change is so hard for me. i never knew this about myself until we had the 2yo and had to come up with solutions for helping him cope with stuff. He has a hard time with change, too.
i’m really glad the phone call went so well about the job, and i’m super sorry that there’s [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, daily entry, Required, slave journal on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Well, i guess the big news of the day would be that nearly local job opportunity – wouldn’t it? i’m excited and trying not to be excited. If it really is the same set-up that E had…. OMG! That would be so prefect for you. i’m keeping everything crossed that i have to cross that [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m all kinds of disgruntled and stuff.
This daily-with-no-exceptions thing is a pain in the tookus.
i need a break from the kids, a way to refresh my mind, and come home with better energy than when i left. i just need to sharpen the saw. You know?
The most frustrating thing about today? Me. My [...]
