i’m feeling less like taking out a village with an automatic rifle.
i hate PMS so bad. i can’t wait to get back on the pill. Thank you so much for contacting the doc and having him call in the prescription. You rock.
i hope, hope, hope the baby sleeps. Last night was so rough. Two in a row is going to kill me. i hope he sleeps through tonight.
i was exhausted and PMSsing today, so i took it way easy. That helped. i reconnected with ‘a’ today too, and that was so nice. i missed her.
i wish it was Thursday already.
The worst parts of my day are listed in my ‘venting’ post. The best parts of my day were chatting with ‘a’ and realizing that you are going to take over my dieting stuff! i’m super excited about it. That’s probably dumb of me, because i know it will be hard, but i am! i always do so much better when i’m doing for someone else. You taking my choices away forces me to do the right thing. i’m a little scared, too, but i kind of like that. i hope it doesn’t become a pain in the butt for you, but i have to agree with you that i think you’ll enjoy the micro-managing. You don’t get enough chances to do that when you’re away during the week and i know you love it.
i really can’t wait. i’m a little nervous about the work-outs, because my dad is sooooo obnoxious and he’ll tease me. The boys will be all up in my business. But, like i said, i DID want some hum-play and this will be embarrassing. My dad will be full of smartassed comments.
The excitement over the idea of the dieting thing has tempered my temper (so to speak). i know that we’ve had the “training” conversation before, and you’ve always been happy with how i am. You don’t feel the need to teach me how to do things, but with this… this i would consider ’slave training’. It’s you telling me how, what and when you want me to eat – and how, what and when you want me to exercise. There’s some training here on how you want it done. This is an excellent opportunity for me. i don’t know if that makes sense or not, but its how i feel.
Tomorrow my dad is taking his car in to get serviced – yay! That should take hours. Heh. The 17yo will be at school, and the 19yo has work (but, i’m not sure of the time). i did take-out for dinner tonight instead of making BLT’s, so i may do that tomorrow or i may grill chicken breasts and make up some rice. i’d like to see how that goes. i did complete the bookshelves task, but i need to wash my lacy stuff tomorrow. i didn’t read anything today either, but i did enjoy my time chatting. i know that all the tasks were contingent on the baby sleeping, and he didn’t… so i’m trying not to feel guilty. i might be failing some there. Heh.
i miss you and i adore you. One more day to get through before you can come back home. Tonight and one more night. i can do this. i just wish you were here.
