Change is so hard for me. i never knew this about myself until we had the 2yo and had to come up with solutions for helping him cope with stuff. He has a hard time with change, too.
i’m really glad the phone call went so well about the job, and i’m super sorry that there’s [...]
Archive for August, 2008
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal on August 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, daily entry, Required, slave journal on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Well, i guess the big news of the day would be that nearly local job opportunity – wouldn’t it? i’m excited and trying not to be excited. If it really is the same set-up that E had…. OMG! That would be so prefect for you. i’m keeping everything crossed that i have to cross that [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m all kinds of disgruntled and stuff.
This daily-with-no-exceptions thing is a pain in the tookus.
i need a break from the kids, a way to refresh my mind, and come home with better energy than when i left. i just need to sharpen the saw. You know?
The most frustrating thing about today? Me. My [...]
The Next Step
Posted in Ramble, angst, bdsm, tagged bdsm, Body Mod, extemporaneous, slave journal, slave training on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i want to explain how i feel, but i can’t find the words.
i’m weepy. i want to blame hormones. i want to blame stress. i want to blame feeling sickly.
i think the reason is much more perverse than that.
You know me. You know how much i crave the next step. i’m not talking [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Ramble, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, Ramble, Required, slave journal on August 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m so glad you’re home.
i can’t believe the car. i keep hearing the “piece of shit” car song in my head. At least it broke down a lot closer to home this week.
It was an odd day.
i wish the 19yo wouldn’t pick her pms week to have heart to heart discussions with me, [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, parenting, Required, slave journal, slave training on August 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The government should use PMSing women, all closed up in a house together, as a form of torture. We’d confess to anything.
i think the lack of sleep is jacking me up more than my hormones at this point, but the fact that i’m an emotional barometer (like the 2yo) is almost as painful. The 17yo [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, daily entry, Required, slave journal, slave training on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i’m feeling less like taking out a village with an automatic rifle.
i hate PMS so bad. i can’t wait to get back on the pill. Thank you so much for contacting the doc and having him call in the prescription. You rock.
i hope, hope, hope the baby sleeps. Last night was so rough. [...]
Venting
Posted in Ramble, tagged extemporaneous, rant, vent on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Okay. So PMS makes me cranky. i’m so annoyed.
This isn’t directed at you, Sir. This just is…
Rant Number 1: My dad annoys the hell out of me. He opened your Penthouse subscription, brought it to me, and asked me to “have them folks stop this before they charge me for it” blah blah. He… what? [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, Required, slave journal on August 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i would just like to say – i hate PMS. Seriously. Tubes tied or not, BC pill here i come. A 21 day cycle? i have been robbed. i’m just glad i checked the calendar and counted days. It’s been a 21 day cycle going back to May and since then my periods have been [...]
Daily Entry
Posted in Daily Entry, Required, bdsm, tagged bdsm, brain dump, Required, slave journal on August 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Hookay. i don’t feel like blogging tonight, but you say i have to. Meaniehead.
i’m super worn out. Like every weekend, we packed too much stuff into too little time. i appreciate that you made me spend time out on the deck, reading. i was able to get past the 40 page mark in Duma Key! [...]
