Waiting for the 1YO to finish up his nap so we can make the trek down the mountain to the discount grocery store. Even with the prices of gasoline, we save so much shopping there weekly that its well worth the trip.
Last night was another sleepless night for us. The 2YO had nightmares, and there was a mix-up picking up C from work. One of the babies had left the phone off the hook, and C didn’t have Sir’s cell phone number on her. It was another long night. We didn’t get to play or have sex – which didn’t do much for my confidence in this new haircut.
However, this morning Sir had more than made up for that with hair-pulling, gropes, kisses and comments. i guess we were both just uber tired last night in addition to all the craziness.
My nose feels fine! It’s already a much better experience than my last time, and it’s a million times easier than when i had my tongue done 7 years ago. Makes me wonder what else i should get pierced. Heh.
i feel run down and a little like i might be catching a cold. i’ll try and force some vitamin C today and see if that helps. i really can’t afford to get sick – there’s too much to be done around here and no one but me to do it once Sir goes to work during the week.
i miss my collar. The first year that i had it i wore it nonstop. It just never came off. Its an eternity collar and it’s fitted so that it’s snug to my neck. i like it that way, but it was hard to wear during my pregnancies (not to mention with tiny babies who wanted to use it as a handhold). When we kind of fell apart back in April i hadn’t been wearing it all-the-time anymore. The 1YO was just turning one then, and he wanted to tug it too much for it to be practical. i miss it.
Sir has spoken about me wearing it again. We chatted a bit about whether or not anyone would comment on it’s presence again. It’s not a sweet, discrete thing – it stands out like a sore thumb. The girls all know about the D/s aspect of our relationship, and they knew when it part tanked back in April, too. i haven’t specifically spoken to any of them about it being back in full-force now. The collar would be an in-your-face declaration to them. i wonder if i should warn them before Sir decides to bust it back out. i’m sure C has already figured it out, since she lives with us and has seen the more obvious changes in management.
i’ve also wondered if he’s planning on a different collar solution for me. We’ve made conscious changes of so many things since the beginning of the new regime. i abandoned my old blog (that i’d had for four years or so), my old screen name, my long hair, my ringless nose – heh, old rules… this is really a fresh start. Maybe he wants a new collar for me.
* He just came into the room saying he cant find my collar. LMAO. So much for wondering about his grand design. He remembers putting it somewhere, but not where he put it. *
It sounds like the baby is waking up, so we need to start moving. i guess i won’t be wearing a collar today anyway.
